Dear mom,
You win
and
I'm sorry
Is that what you want me to say?
I'm sorry
even though I don't mean it
even though I do mean it
but can't say it
I'm sorry
and the fact that we fight makes me want to
cut myself
And all I want to do is
crawl up into your arms
and hold onto you
life a life raft
and tell you
I'm sorry
While you say nothing
because you're sorry too
but you're not
Mom
Do you know that I cut myself
I'm so sorry, I
bleed atonement for my sins
I'm so sorry for my
sins against you, mom
because you win
and
I'm sorry
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