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Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Chapter 34: Sorry I'm such a sociopath

It's about how you feel about me.
Not that I'm rejecting you, but
I just wanted to let you know that
I'm well aware of how you've felt about me
since I was in the seventh  grade
and that I've had plenty of time to think about it.

It's about how I feel about you.
Not that I'm confessing, but I've felt the same
about you as you feel about me
at some point, and I guess if there weren't all these things
in the way, I'd act on my feelings.
I mean, not that I'm confessing.

I think what I've meant to say is that
maybe I don't know what to feel.
Or how this should feel.
I mean, what should love feel like?
If it's enough that you're different to me
than other guys...then I guess that's how I feel.

But hey. If you told me how you feel
about me, I'd reject you. And if you asked me
how I feel about you, I'd tell you
that I can't. So don't. I don't want things to change
so don't give them reason to change.
Please. Sorry I'm such a sociopath.